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Jesus, Forgive me for my sins, Lord, I don't know why and I don't know what I need to do to det through this weekend. Jesus, forgive me, I feel like I don't belong sometimes. Father, last night, I was fighting back tears, and I want to sometimes just run away, but Lord, give me strength to face my family. I feel so awkward around them, when there is a family get together, and they all start getting into their clicques, and they treat me like I am a nobody. My mom who I love, still has some kind of power over me, and one look from her and I fall apart! Lord, I have a hard time keeping up with her, you know the things she says and does (those gestures) I refuse to be offended, but it did hurt my feelings. It is like I am a kid all over again. Jesus, help me to blend in, I know sometimes I am very quiet, and I am seen as very boring, but I will rejoice, because Lord, when I think about You, It is like I have a treasure in my heart, please protect me Lord, and help me to make it through this weekend. When there is just two or three of my family I do okay, but when there is about 100 of them, and they are all drinking, I am filled with dread. (I feel like I am the one who needs a drink!) I know I can't just sit there and enjoy the reception, because I know that I will probably be chasing my two year old all over the hall, and that is no fun, because again, I am alone. Jesus, forgive me and help me, Amen
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Lord Jesus, Forgive me for my sins, help me to keep blessing and praying for others who are in need of You. Jesus, You know what this person is feeling, and the situation that he/she is in. I ask You Lord Jesus, to enter into the midst of their lives and rescue them. Jesus, I don't even know what to pray for, but Lord, I thank You that You know. In Jesus' Name, Jesus, I bless Your Name, Amen
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