I get so excited and blessed and anxious to answer my so very blessed prayers from you that...I continue to push the wrong, silly button on my computer to get to the "message" part and it ends my contact hence...I have to start all over again...Hey, I guess it is just my "blonde showing". I want to thank you all for your prayers. You reduced me to very grateful, happy love-filled tears when I read them today. I spent the night in a psychiatric hospital..thank God, I did not harm myself...just very embarassed to not only our Lord that I did not believe in Him and wanted to give up, but also feel like I may have let my prayer partners know my vulnerable side and, no matter how hard I pray and try that demon (Satan) continues to try to destroy me.

Without the Lord and your prayers (you know you are all always in my prayers) I am afraid I, once again, felt like a failure and unworthy of the Lord's love, let alone all of your's.

I sometimes feel selfish bringing my personal dilemmas to this Prayer Line because I feel that I am selfish and I am sure that there is someone out there that needs your beautiful prayers and caring more than I do. I guess this is something I have to get over.

I love you all and thank you from the very bottom of my heart. May God bless us all, especially that I am finally finding out that there truly are Children of God that do care for me unconditionally. I am sorry for upsetting any of you. I love you. Kyle

Dear Lord, we pray and ask that you will be Kyle always. In Jesus Name We Pray Amen.

Kyle I received this email and wanted to pass it on to u so please read it and email me please

Lisa

The Scars Of Life.....
>
>Some years ago on a hot summer day in south Florida a little boy
decided
>to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry
>to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind
>shoes, socks, and shirt as he went.
>
>He flew into the water, not realizing that as he swam toward the
middle
>of the lake, an alligator was swimming toward the shore. His father
>working in the yard saw the two as they got closer and closer
together.
>In utter fear, he ran toward the water, yelling to his son as loudly
as
>he could.
>
>Hearing his voice, the little boy became alarmed and made a U-turn to
>swim to his father. It was too late. Just as he reached his father,
the
>alligator reached him. From the dock, the father grabbed his little
boy
>by the arms just as the alligator snatched his legs. That began an
>incredible tug-of-war between the two. The alligator was much stronger
>than the father, but the father was much too passionate to let go. A
>farmer happened to drive by, heard his screams, raced from his truck,
>took aim and shot the alligator.
>
>Remarkably, after weeks and weeks in the hospital, the little boy
>survived. His legs were extremely scarred by the vicious attack of the
>animal. And, on his arms, were deep scratches where his father's
>fingernails dug into his flesh in his effort to hang on to the son he
>loved.
>
>The newspaper reporter who interviewed the boy after the trauma, asked
>if he would show him his scars. The boy lifted his pant legs. And
then,
>with obvious pride, he said to the reporter, "But look at my arms. I
>have great scars on my arms, too. I have them because my dad wouldn't
>let go."
>
>You and I can identify with that little boy. We have scars, too. No,
not
>from an alligator, but the scars of a painful past. Some of those
scars
>are unsightly and have caused us deep regret. But, some wounds, my
>friend, are because God has refused to let go. In the midst of your
>struggle, He's been there holding on to you.
>
>The Scripture teaches that God loves you. You are a child of God. He
>wants to protect you and provide for you in every way. But sometimes
we
>foolishly wade into dangerous situations, not knowing what lies ahead.
>The swimming hole of life is filled with peril - and we forget that
the
>enemy is waiting to attack. That's when the tug-of-war begins - and if
>you have the scars of His love on your arms be very, very grateful. He
>did not and will not ever let you go.
>
>Please pass this on to those you love. God has blessed you, so that
you
>can be a blessing to others. You just never know where a person is in
>his/her life and what they are going through.
>
> Never judge another persons scars, because you don't know how they
got
>them. >
>Right now, someone needs to know that God loves them, and you love
them
>too ~~~~~ enough to not let them go

KYLE, I KNEW YOU WOULD BE OK. WITH ALL YOUR FAMILY IN CHRIST PRAYING FOR YOU, I KNEW GOD WOULD BE GLORIFIED. OUR LORD IS AN AWSOME GOD, A GOD OF LOVE AND MERCY. AND I GIVE HIM ALL THE PRAISES. LITTLE DID YOU KNOW, BUT GOD JUST USED YOUR WEAKNESS TO GIVE HIM GLORY. YOU JUST HAD GOD USE YOU TO PROVE TO ALL WHO READ THIS PRAYER LINE THAT HE DOES HEAR OUR PRAYERS AND THAT HE DOES LOVE US. ESPICEALY WHEN WE ARE WEAK. YOU HAVE THE FAITH OF A MUSTERD SEED, KYLE. DID YOU KNOW THAT? YOU PASS ONE OF MENY TESTS THAT ARE GOING TO BE IN YOUR LIFE. AND BEST OF ALL, THIS TEST HAS JUST MADE YOU STRONGER. THE NEXT TIME YOU GO THROUGH A TEST YOU CAN LOOK BACK AT THIS WITH SONG AND PRAISES, KNOWING THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE. GOD HAS PUT YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN CHRIST HEAR FOR YOU. YOU NOW CAN STAND MORE SURE FOODED IN CHRIST. THE HOLY SPIRIT INSIDE OF YOU WOULD NOT ALLOW YOU TOO DO YOUR SELF THAT MUCH HARM. I KNOW, I WAS THERE TO. BUT GOD HAS BLESSED YOU MORE. HE GAVE YOU THIS PRAYER LINE, FOR HELP AND CONFORT. GOD GAVE YOU THIS BECAUSE HE KNEW THAT IS WHAT YOU NEEDED. PRAISE GOD, HE IS SUCH A WONDERFUL GOD. I CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW HE CAN LOVE US AS HE DOES. BUT HE DOES . SO I STAND ON HIS WORD AND PROMISES. THAT IS WHY READING HIS WORD EVERY DAY HELPS US PUT ON THE FULL ARMOR OF GOD. WHEN THINGS LOOK THE WORST, I GRAB HIS WORD, FOR COMFORT AND PEACE. SATAN HAS TOO FLEE THEN. HE CAN'T STAND GODS WORD. AND NEITHER CAN HIS DEMONS. ABOUT 2 YEARS AGO WHEN I TRIED MY HARDEST TO TAKE MY LIFE(THIS WAS AFTER I WAS SAVED) I COULDN'T. KNIFE IN HAND, A LARGE BOTTLE OF E&J TO HELP ME WITH. COULD NOT STAND THE POWER OF GOD'S LOVE FOR ME. I REALLY COULDN'T GET DRUNK. SO I EVEN TRIED SOME WEED. BUT STILL GOD'S LOVE KEEP ME FROM HARM. HE KNEW THAT IF I DID TAKE MY LIFE I WOULD HAVE END UP IN HELL. HIS LOVE FOR ALL OF US IS ON THAT CROSS. HE LOVED US SO MUCH THAT AS HE SUFFERED, AND DIED UPON THAT CROSS 2OO0 YEARS AGO, TOO STOP ME AND YOU AND ALL OF US FROM OURSELF. I KNEW YOU WOULD BE ALRIGHT. GOD DOES ANSWER PRAYER. HE DOES HEAR US. HE DOES FEEL OUR PAIN. AND YES HE WILL HELP US THROUGH. TO MAKE US STRONGER. HIS LOVE IS SOO POWERFUL. AND I KNOW THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS FEEL HIS LOVE INSIDE OF YOU. ESPECILY DURING HARD TIME, BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT I ASK OUR LORD JAHOVIA FOR IN JESUS NAME. I ALSO ASK OUR LORD TO HELP US ALL TO FEEL HIS LOVE INSIDE OF US, DURING TIMES OF TRILE. OH MY LORD AND SAVIOR PLEASE WALK BEFORE US, ALONG SIDE OF US, AND CARRY US THROUGH EACH DAY. MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL WITH HIS GRACE AND MERCY. MAY OUR LORD GIVE US PEACE WITHOUT MEASURE. THANK YOU LORD FOR OUR ANSWER PRAYERS. IN JESUS NAME I ASK THIS.

KYLE I WANT YOU TO HANG IN THERE I JUST HAPPENED ON THIS SITE AND READ YOUR EMAIL GOD IS A PROBLEM SOLVER KEEP TAKING IT TO HIM AND WE AT ANOINTED CHURCH WILL KEEP LIFTING YOU UP THE DEVIL IS A LIE!!

It's my turn... Thank God for you Kyle, thank God you are ok! I was so worried, I could not stop thinking about you last night. See how wonderful God is? You came to the prayer line before harming yourself, God knew you needed help! You needed confirmation that we are flesh, this world is nothing but trials. But you did it, you stayed strong, and you have a new beginning. God bless you Kyle. You continue to be strong. I am not sure about everyone esle, but I depend on you guys, it is not only a prayer line for me, but it is therapy. And now it is part of my daily routine. I love you all and I thank you all for your prayers. Kyle, stay stron girl, we all love you :-)