I come asking for your prayers. I can't really explain what I'm currently feeling. I've gone through so much for so long and I'm starting to get tired. So please pray for my strength. So many people has hurt me. I ask God Why? I realize this may be a question that I may never get an answer to. Just as I think that things are getting better and things will begin to settle down there's another storm or trial. For the last few years, it has been one attack after another. I continue to pray... Lord what am I doing that's hindering my prayers or what's in my life that hinder the answers to my prayers? It has only been God that has sustained me and allowed me to keep my sanity. There were times that I absoultely thought that I would lose it. The closer I'm getting to the Christmas season the more I'm having to fight depression.

Please pray for my son as well. I want to know why hadn't his childhood been as carefree as most children. He too has gone through so much drama and so many adverse attacks which I'm ready for them to end. He now ten years of age and has had to deal with complicated emotional, mental issues since he was four years of age. I'm so ready for change. The school is about to test him again. I have been, and continue to profess the word of God as it pretains to his life and his education and will not except anything else. I believe this storm will pass as well and he too will come out victoriously. I'm still believing that things are at a point of turn around for the both of our lives. I pray that the Holidays this year will be a joyous time for both me and my son. It will be a time for the two of us to fellowship and reconnect as a mother and a son. I feel that I've lost something with him. Intentionally we were so close but after the divorce and the ill seeds planted by his father. His father has done everything to draw a wedge between the two of us and has succeed in some instances. I love my son and I refuse to let the enemy take control of my son or to have his way with him. I can't anything other than what God word says about him. I tell him this daily and I speak the word into him daily. I just waiting on the manifestation of it. Also prayer for me that I will not look at the individuals or circumstances around me ( refuse to be blinded by what's going on around me. My focus has to remain on Jesus and my heart has to remain pure and humble).

Please Father wrap your love around her,guide her and speak to her spirit. Stay srong Sister, be patient and wait on the Lord, joy is coming and blessings are on the way. Pray for strenght and courage and never give up. Stand on the word. AMEN

Dear Lord, please give this woman enough strength that she overcome this difficult time. Please, bless her and her son.
Thank you.