feeling down and out losing hope given up on love.i have to many strikes against me i am fat ,have adisability dont work.i have ptsd .men want some one whos happy allthe time .i am a nice person but alot of men dont care about that .I love this guy but hes taking so long hope hes telling me the truth just wish God cuold open his heartcant he see , i,m sick of losing just once cant a relationship work cant a guy feel the same as me hes my 1hadtrue love feelings for..my church offered to pay for my car to be fixed imay not except because the bills to much .Lord i,m so depressed and confused help me you know whats been going in on .i ask in your name Jesus amen

HEAVENLY FAHTER, YOU KNOW I'VE BEEN RIGHT HERE. LIFT UP THIS CHILD OF YOURS IN YOUR LOVING ARMS AND LET THEM FEEL THE PEACE. HEAL LORD THIS ILLNESS OF DEPRESSION AND REPLACE IT WITH YOUR LOVE. I know what you are going through. I have bipoloar I Fast cycling with panic/anxiety attacks, asthma, you name it. I go through extreme mood swings, doublts of deep depression, mania, etc. Let me just ask you to hang in there. God has a plan for you. I know it's hard sometimes and giving up would be the easy way out. But HIS son HUNG ON CALVARY FOR US THAT WE MIGHT HAVE THIS CHANGE. I just came out of a bout. A really big one. Go back and read some of my emails from a few days, weeks ago. I mean I was out there. And I'm supposed to be an intercessor for others. So let me be a witness of the Glory of God. Satan tries to steal our joy any way he can. First physical possessions, then our loved ones, then our pysical bodies, and our minds. I belong to God. He can do what he wishes. God has my soul forever and believe me sister/brother God is never late, keep praying. I"ve been there and bought a few t-shirts. Give it some time, pray. Be faithful. He will bring your Needs to the forefront in His due times. In Jesus' Name. Amen.