Moni, one thing I have found out over the years is that men and women think and act differently, they react differently to the same situation. I am thinking that your husband knows you know he failure, he knows you have said you forgive him, so he is acting on the statement that you have forgiven him. That is why men have an easier time believing the promises of God. They think, "oh He said.....so that's what He meant." Women have a tendency (speaking as one) to say, "I forgive." But do we really? I've found myself saying I forgive but a little piece of me wanted to hold on to the offence for awhile....to punish....to be right and the injured one. You may not be this way. Something to think about in the end, do you want to be right, the injured, or have all God has for your marriage? I pray that your marriage soar to places you never thought it could. I pray a closeness between you and your husband that surpass anything you could imagine! I pray that you totally sell out to this marriage and will fight the enemy as he comes to whisper things in your ears, fight him and cling to God and what He says to you. Bless you my sister, I pray God's best for you, I pray you will be in a place for Him to teach you.