Lord, people say to wait, my blessing will come, I tell myself that, I try to believe that, but my entire life has been one big piece of hell, excuse me for putting it that way. I have begged you and pleaded with you for help. I have endured every kind of torture there is. I have intercessed for others, I have prayed for others in the midst of all the storms, I have tried to overlook my torment, I have tried to look at it as trials and tribulations when in reality i'm beginning to see it for what it is. Reality. I wish like every bone in my body that I had been aborted that I had never been here. If you loved me, you said you would'nt give me more than i could bare. You have Lord. I'm sorry for being angry but I am. I am hurt and If i weren't so afraid of going to hell like the hell i'm in now, i would take my own life. i'm angry at you for allowing these things to happen to me. if it's a sin to be angry with you then i'm one big sinner. i'm hurting Lord and it's one thing after another. i can't hardly breathe anymore. it's like i just wish you would just take me out of this world right now so i wouldn't have to make the effort to breathe anymore. why? why? What plan? People say they understand this bipolar crap and these panic attacks and these anxiety attacks and all this other stuff that wrong with me, but they don't understand . they dont know what its like to feel like your gonna die every second and then come to and realize "dang, I'm still here in this hell" why this illness. why not something that will take m y life? I'm done Lord. I love you but I'm done and I'm sorry. If anyone hears from Cassie, she used to be on this prayer line, tell h er i love her and i'm sorry but i tried to contact her. shell know who it is. Better luck to all of you.

Lord bring this Person peace iask this in your name Jesus amen

Lord please hear the hurtful plea of one of Your children, help this person to to see Your light Lord. Please Lord get them out of the darkness and keep them safe in Your arms, carry them through the turmoil that they are suffering in now. Lord You are the only one who can pull this person out of the hole they are in, please Lord reach out to them and don't let them fade away, keep them strong! In the name of the Father, Son & Holy Spirit, Amen.

Lord Jesus, I make a plea on behalf of this sister to be delivered from the hurt and pain. I pray for emotional stress to go away. Lord I pray for renewed faith in you. Spare this precious sister all of this grief. Lord you know the way she needs to go please provide a white light over her. Thank you Jesus for our lives. May you take this precious soul and comfort her at this time. In Jesus Name. Amen.

Father, I cry out to your for my suffering sister, Father, we know that You love her far above ANYTHING we could ever imagine, think or believe, I thank You that Your child is still here, I thank You that she still believes in You, if she didn't she wouldn't have taken the time to vent to us, she still believes and I pray that You would reward her crying out to You with a supernatural blessing that will turn her heart completely toward You and give her the assurance that You are STILL IN CONTROL! That evil and illegal spirit of mental illness must leave her RIGHT NOW, she no longer feels anxiety and panic attacks, she is free and filled with Your peace, comfort and wisdom to handle any situation, knowing that You are on her side and will never leave her, in Jesus' name, amen, amen, amen. Praise You for working EVERYTHING out for her good and Your glory!