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I'm 19 years old. I am currently finishing high-school. I am married. I know that may sound awlful because I am so young. But it all works out. Derek and I are doing great. Everyone has there ups and downs, I'm just thankful for the lord to help us throgh everything that we have been through. I would however like for my life to be alittle easier. Crazy as it sounds, I'm stressed. We live with his parents. I babysit for them all of the time. Every single day. Sometimes it is more than enough to brake me down. Then I dont have any time for school work, cleaning up around the house (things that they stress on) neither do I have any time for myself in general. I spend as much time possible with my family but it doesnt seem worth the time. My dad doesnt talk much. Its like he is in his own little world. I mean, I'm a very quiet person and all. Its just different with him. He doesnt have time for me or his other kids. Going to see him is stressful. I try talking to him I try telling him to stop smoking and drinking as much. It doesnt help. I take it out on others and that is something that I need help with. I try my best to see the better in things. But at times I lose control. Please me me. Any advice? Anything would help. Just alittle of understanding. Thanks
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