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Dear God,
You who knows all my thoughts, You know how tired I am, in all areas of my life. You've been with me and You proved that your presence guides those who come before You and ask Your heavenly embrace. You proved that bec until now, I still go home not in jail. I dont question you for what yuor will might be in my life. My deadlines are days after another & I could not help it but sometimes to feel mad in everything. I want to entrust it 100% all to you but at times when I feel bad, for a sec, it slipped my mind that You made a promise to keep me safe. Your doing it though but the person whom supposedly to give me my rent money did not come. It's 5,000$. And he switched off his mobile. I know I am only asking for help he should not commit to a situation like mine. I cant blame him God, if he change his mind to loan me the money bec all he knows that I am desperate. This is the 3rd time I will ask my Landlord for extension of payment & I know he will not renew me this coming Sept. If it is with God's plan that I will be out of this house, may He show me all the ways that I need to catch up with thi situation. and may He bless the man who promised me the money but switched his phone off. I can't be mad at him bec I am only asking for help so I will lifet all these troubles I have today to God and may He put this fear of mine to rest.
I am living my life each day at a time now. So help me God.
Amen.
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