Prayer Request

HEAVENLY FATHER, YOU KNOW THAT I TRY TO HANDLE THINGS IN THE BEST WAY I CAN, TRYING TO ABIDE BY YOUR WORD, STANDING ON FAITH THAT ALL WILL BE OK. LORD, YOU KNOW MY HEART, YOU KNOW MY FAITH IS IN TROUBLE. I AM EXHAUSTED FATHER FROM ALL THE TRIALS THAT ARE HAPPENING AT ONE TIME. FATHER, YOU KNOW MY HEART AND YOU KNOW THAT I'M HANGING ONTO THAT ROPE, WHICH IS UNRAVELLING FAST. I'M ON THE VERGE OF LOOSING THE ONE PERSON IN MY LIFE, WHO IS PHYSICALLY IN MY LIFE, DUE TO HIS FAMILY HATING ME FOR WHATEVER REASON. RUMORS ARE SPREADING AND THEY ARE DANGEROUS ONES. I FIND MYSELF WEAK, UNABLE TO FUNCTION ON A NORMAL LEVEL. FATHER, I AM FALLING AND ALTHOUGH MY HEART SAYS NO, I WONDER WHO WOULD MISS ME IF I WEREN'T HERE. SOMETIMES I PRAY FATHER, THAT YOU WOULD TAKE ME WITH YOU, WONDERING WHEN I'M TOO WEAK TO CONTINUE ON, HOW WILL I LAST ANOTHER DAY. YOU HAVE SEEN FIT UP UNTIL NOW TO WAKE ME UP UNSELFISHLY EVERY DAY. I'M STARTING TO WONDER THE REASON? I KNOW YOU HAVE A PLAN FOR MY LIFE. I BELIEVE IT IS BEING REVEALED IN BITS AND PIECES, BUT DUE TO SOME OF THE TRIBULATION COMING AGAINST ME, I'M SINKING BY THE DAY. I PRAY FOR GUIDANCE, I PRAY THAT YOU GIVE ME THE EXACT NATURE OF MY PLACE HERE. NO ONE SEEMS TO WANT ME HERE, I AM RIDICULED AT EVERY TURN, RUMORS SPOKEN THAT I JUST REALLY WONDER WHY I STAY. I SEE YOUR CHILDREN HURTING FATHER, WORSE THAN I WOULD EVER CONSIDER MINE, I WOULD DIE FOR OTHERS WHO ARE YOUR CHILDREN. PERSECUTION LORD, I UNDERSTAND. IF IT HADN'T BEEN FOR JESUS, WE WOULD NOW KNOW LIFE AS IT IS TODAY. I KNOW I FALL SHORT LORD, BUT I AM IN SPIRITUAL TROUBLE. MY HEART IS GIVING UP, I FEEL THE BIPOLAR AND THE DEPRESSION GETTING THE BEST OF ME. TEACH ME LORD HOW TO DEAL WITH "OPPRESSION"..THIS IS NOT NEW TO ME, BUT AFTER SO LONG......HOW DO I LEARN TO ACCEPT WHAT IS SAID, DONE BY OTHERS WHO HAVE MADE IT CLEAR THAT I AM A PUNCHING BAG. USE ME WHEN THEY FEEL LIKE IT, DUE TO THE COMPASSION YOU SO WILLINGLY GAVE ME. MY LOVE FOR OTHERS LORD SEEMS TO COME BETWEEN WHAT I CAN DO FOR MYSELF. I THANK YOU FOR THE COMPASSION I WAS BLESSED WITH, BUT HOW DO YOU STOP BEING USED WHEN YOU FEEL THE NEED TO HELP. AN OVERWHELMING NEED? FATHER, I AM IN NEED OF YOUR DIVING GUIDANCE. PLEASE REVEAL TO ME WHAT I AM TO DO. I AM LOOSING ENERGY AND ALOT OF FAITH. MY BODY IS TIRED, MY MIND IS TIRED AND MY ILLNESS IS BECOMING WORSE. IS THIS WHERE YOU WOULD HAVE ME TO BE? IS THIS A PUNISHMENT FOR SOMETHING I DID OR THOUGHT THAT WAS AGAINST YOU? FOR IF THAT IS THE CASE, I AM TRULY SORRY. YOU ARE MY ALPHA AND MY OMEGA, AND I WANT TO LIVE BY YOUR WORD. I AM YOUR INTERCESSOR SO I EXPECT A BIT MORE TRIBULATION IN THIS EARTHLY LIFE.

FATHER GOD, SAVIOUR OF MY SOUL, PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ANY SINS I HAVE COMMITTED, THOSE KNOWN AND UNKNOWN. FATHER, I NEED YOU NOW MORE THAN I EVER THOUGHT BEFORE. MY LIFE IS BECOMING TURMOIL AND I LOOK TO YOU, THE LOVER OF YOUR CHILDREN, TO SHOW ME WHAT AM I TO DO? DO I NOT PRAY ENOUGH LORD? DO I NOT READ YOUR WORD ENOUGH? AM I NOT ONE OF YOUR CHOSEN CHILDREN? LORD, I'M HANGING ON BY A THREAD, STANDING BY THE LITTLE FAITH LEFT THAT YOU WILL ARRIVE IN THE NICK OF TIME.

FATHER GOD, YOU KNOW MY HEART, YOU KNOW THAT I AM NOT ONE TO QUESTION YOU. I TRY TO DO WHATEVER IS ASKED OF ME, BUT MY FIRST PRIORITY IS YOU AND SPREADING YOUR WORD. HOW BETTER TO SPREAD IT BY ATTEMPTING TO LIVE AS JESUS DID? WILL THIS SUFFERING END? LORD, I DON'T ASK FOR MUCH FOR MYSELF, AS MY BLESSINGS COME TO ME FOR THE CALLING I RECIEVE FROM YOU. SHOW ME MY WRONGS LORD, TAKE THE THINGS IN MY UNLIKE YOU FROM ME. REMOVE THOSE AROUND ME WHO INTEND NOTHING BUT TO HURT AND DESTROY ME. LORD, HOLD MY MIND, KEEP ME FATHER IN THE RIGHT MIND. FORGIVE ME FOR HAVING THOUGHTS THAT ARE NOT OF YOU. FATHER, STEP IN FOR ME PLEASE. SHIELD ME FROM THE RIDICULE, THE RUMORS, THE HURTFUL THINGS SAID AND DONE. PLEASE LORD, I NEED IT NOW. I THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO FOR ME EVERY DAY. YOU ARE THE ONLY LIGHT IN MY LIFE. I JUST THANK YOU THAT I HAVE YOU WHO I CAN BE ASSURED IS THE ONE WHO TRULY LOVES ME IN ALL MY FAULTS. I FALL SHORT OF YOUR GLORY FATHER, I'M SORRY.

IN JESUS NAME, AMEN.

Beverly,

When I read what you wrote, the Father brought a poem to my mind that I'd received from a friend many years ago. It's words have served as a reminder to me that has helped me through many difficult times in my life, and I pray that they will be a blessing to you as well...

"When we feel we have nothing left to give,
And we are sure that the song has ended,
When our day seems over and the shadows fall
And the darkness of night has descended,
Where can we go to find the strength
To valiantly keep on trying?
Where can we find the hand that will dry
The tears that the heart is crying?
There's but one place to go and that is to God,
And dropping all pretense and pride,
We can pour out our problems without restraint
And gain strength with Him at our side.
And together we stand at life's crossroads
And view what we think is the end,
But God has a much bigger vision,
And He tells us it's only a bend.
For the road goes on and is smoother,
And the pause in the song is a rest,
And the part that's unsung and unfinished
Is the sweetest and richest and best.
So rest and relax and grow stronger ...
Let go and let God share your load.
Your work is not finished or ended ...
You've just come to a bend in the road.
~ Helen Steiner Rice ~"

Dearest Lord in Heaven, I ask that You look upon Your child, Beverly, with love and compassion. Only You know the whole story of what she is facing in her life right now, and only You know the reasons for it all. Please comfort her Father. Remind her that You are walking right beside her through these trials, and that You will lead her to victory. Remind her that this life, and everything she faces, is only temporary. But while she is still fighting these battles, please give her the strength that she needs to keep going. Father, I pray a blessing over Beverly. I pray that You would bless her with something this day that would bring a smile to her face, and joy to her heart. She is Your child, Lord, and I ask that You release any hold the enemy has on her, any plan the enemy has for destroying her, Father, I pray You would intervene and let no harm come to Your dear child. You have claimed Beverly as Your own, and nothing can take her away from You. I ask, in Jesus' name, that You would reveal Your will to Beverly, and guide her down the path You would have her travel.
In Jesus' Name.
Amen.

Father Almighty, i stand in the gap praying with all that you answered this prayer according to your palns to propers and lift up this sister. touch her father and all things impossible is possible with you, an omnipotent god. praise you father for a speedy touch and fresh annointing. thank you for being in our midst. IN JESUS NAME! amen

Yes Beverly, I too have been there, sometimes the road seems soooooo long, and I also know the feeling of no one being there either for me or needing me around, and I know when I'm in it, it's impossible to see thru it, but remember Jesus said, "this too shall pass", so see it passing, we know Jesus will get us thru, it's that evil old serpent who comes around like he did to Eve, saying, are you sure God said that? God IS there for you. I have found a website that is so exciting it just keeps me plugged in, not only to the word of God, but to others, when I fist signed on, God showed me in my lonliness that He could "plug" me in to a good safe fellowship, and He miraculously did that, cuz with my health issues, I'm stuck at home alot, so He set me up with "cyberfriends" and a wonderful website that gives me even more of what I need, I'm "plugged into it sometimes for hours, just reading about the rapture, praying for others. When you start a prayer thread, you can get prayers for months, it is such a comfort to me. It is called rapture ready.....I come back here to pray for people cuz this is a nice place to be also, but try out rapture ready also and you will see what mean.........if you decide to sign in, I hope we can "get together" in cyberspace(cool smilies too!!!!)

BEVERLY, I TOTALLY RELATE TO HOW YOU FEEL. YOU ARE DOING THE RIGHT THING BY PRAYING. I SUFFER DEPRESSION MYSELF, AND IT IS HARD TO BE THE PRAYER WARRIOR AT TIMES. I ALSO KEEP HANGING ON WHEN THINGS ARE BLEAK. FATHER, IN THE HOLY NAME OF JESUS, PLEASE GIVE BEVERLY A FRESH ANNOINTING ; REVIVE HER AGAIN. SHOW HER THERE ARE PEOPLE WORTH LIVING FOR. HELP HER, FATHER. WE THANK YOU AND PRAISE YOU. AMEN.