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I am sorry I have not replied sooner and have worried you all. That was very selfish of me, please forgive me. I am physically OK...emotionally and mentally..I am hanging in there with the undying love and grace from our loving Father.
I received yet another major "blow" (emotional) from Stephen yesterday...he admitted to have been having sex off and on with one of his old girlfriends for the last (8) months of our (17) month relationship. I was devastated, to say the least..but, he condoned it by saying he only did it when I would start drinking again, and, that as long as I don't drink...he won't do it again.
For now (I know you all will think I am crazy), I have put in God's hands, Stephen said he was sorry and I did what I have been taught by our Lord...forgiveness. I pray for both Stephen and I to heal, and that God reveal His Will for our future together.
I ask now for "major" prayer for me finding a job ASAP, I hate to be specific, but I need to try to find one that Stephen can easily help me with transportation, as we know I have a pending DUI and totalled my vehicle. Brothers and Sisters I pray for myself, and especially for all of you, peace, happiness and love.
I love you all and, again, apologize for not staying in touch.
Dear Heavenly Father, I now pray for all of the needs of my brothers and sisters in Christ...I pray that those that have not come to know you, will...and Lord, you know my needs right now, please be with me Lord and fill us ALL with the Holy Spirit. I Pray this in Your Precious and Holy Name. Amen.
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