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First, to all of you who have mentioned me in your prayers...thank you so very much...I am sorry for all those in pain. I promise to address a prayer to each and every one of you as soon as I can...I love you all!!!
Wednesday, Stephen really did a number on me...he stayed out until 1:00 AM on Tuesday night...came home very intoxicated... woke up with a terrible hangover at the time I awoke him to go to work (Catholic school teacher) and I said some bad things, I admit, about his being out all night (especially when I am trying to stop drinking). Well, at 7:00 Am Wed. AM he pushed me down in the tub where I had finally got him to go take a shower to go to work and, with the shower water running down I was being held down, on my back, with his hands around my neck trying to strangle me, with water running down my nose and throat until I turned blue. He left for work while I had the police on the phone... later in the afternoon the police came back (this one female office despises me, and said she was tired of me calling, (even though I have ber visible signs of trauma around my neck, face and legs that the police had already taken photos of) and this one officer said I am Baker Acting you (which is similar to arrest but no jail, for those of you that don't know). I spent two days in the Psych Ward...Stephen came to visit, and when I came home last night (Friday) the first thing out of his mouth was...do you mind if I have a beer when I take you to eat! (I said please....I just came home...can you give me one night without it in my face...he did not drink and we had a great night. This morning we awakened very happy and I cleaned up the VERY MESSY house he had made in the two days I was gone and now he is pulling this "I am so depressed" attitude and is back in bed asleep at 11:30 this morning...as soon as I said if it will make it any better for you today (when I really wanted to attend our church tonight) go ahead and drink today Stephen because I cannot handle my emotional feelings and fear towards you and handle your "poor me" attitude.
Please brothers and sisters in Christ...pray for Stephen...he is in total denial about his drinking and I now have to worry about my sobriety and let go of worrying about him....However, it is very hard for me to stay sober with alcohol in my home and in my face EVERY DAY! Please also pray that what he said this morning...he would do the same thing he did the other morning to me again if he felt the same way he did that morning.
Dear Heavenly Father....please take care of my brothers and sisters in Christ Lord. Please tell them I am praying for them and will be in touch with every single prayer of theirs for me and themselves as soon as I can. Lord, please help them to understand that unless I write on this prayer line in the wee hours of the morning when Stephen is asleep, or when he is away from the house...or when he is asleep right now....I get in a lot of trouble from him...he gets angry with me for sharing my feelings with others on this prayer line. I love you all. In Jesus' Precious and Holy Name I pray... Amen.
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Lord Jesus, thank you that Kyle was able to make contact with all of us. Thank you for letting her live through the terrible ordeals she has suffered.
Lord Jesus, thank you all our lives for everything you have given us. Lord Jesus, please bless Kyle, please help her not to feel urges to start drinking again, please remove her if it is your will from Stephen. Please work with him and set an example. I pray Lord for him to stop drinking and for his abusive attacks to stop. Please Lord may your will be done in both of there lives. In Jesus Name, Amen.
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