Prayer Request

Lord this will probably be my last post to this website. I don't see any reason to go on with anything. I do not feel you are hearing my prayer. I feel like you have decided it is ok for Satan (if there really is a satan or maybe it is just the way life goes, )to ruin my family. Instead of making us strong we are torn apart and after almost 2 years and basically being told today there is no time frame to return my children at all I give up I do not care anymore.

Everything will be fine trust me!
God ,where ever he is,is seeing all of us..he's seen you at all the times..trust me!
Trust me!He will get everything in place..
Be it jeJeasus,Bhagwan,Alaa...its nature time..who keeps us together...
Keep trust in me!
Everything will be fine..
Yours
Well Wisher

Please Lisa...On my birthday I had another very bad vehicle accident.... Lisa I am still here by God's will...Lisa I am crying for you as I am typing this e-mail....PLEASE DO NOT GIVE UP...God loves you and so do I.....please e-mail me In Jesus' precious and Holy Name hear my prayer for my sister Lisa and her children...Amen

LISA,
JUST A LITTLE BACKGROUND.....MY FAMILY, MOTHER, FATHER, SIBLINGS, EVERYONE I EVER CARED ABOUT AND I THOUGHT CARED ABOUT ME LEFT ME. THREW ME AWAY, TOLD ME THEY HATED ME, TOLD ME I WAS ADOPTED, (I WAS NOT), HAVE NOT SPOKEN TO ME, HAVE NOT BEEN THERE THROUGH THE PAIN, HEARTACHE, HAPPINESS ,,, NOTHING. I'VE GONE THROUGH LIFE ALONE WITH GOD AND PRAYED DAILY THAT HE WOULD BRING ME TO THE NEXT DAY BECAUSE REALLY HE IS MY FAMILY. HE IS THE ONE WHO SUSTAINS MY LIFE. HE IS THE ONE WHO MAKES SURE I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT, AIR TO BREATHE, PEOPLE AROUND ME TO MAKE ME HAPPY AT TIMES. HE IS THE ONE WHO RIDES IN MY CAR WITH ME TO KEEP ME COMPANY, HE IS THE ONE WHO SITS IN THE CHAIR NEXT TO MY BED AND REMINDS ME TO BREATHE WHEN I'M SO DEPRESSED THAT MY WORDLY BODY WOULD RATHER DIE. HE'S THE ONE. HE'S THE ONE. SO I LIVE NOT FOR THE BIOLOGICAL PEOPLE WHO BROUGHT ME INTO THIS LIFE, BUT FOR HE WHO HAD THE PLAN TO BRING ME HERE. I LIVE BECAUSE HE HAS A BIGGER PLAN FOR MY LIFE AND IF I CHOOSE TO END IT AGAINST HIS WILL, MY FRIEND THERE IS A HELL, BELIEVE THAT IF YOU BELIEVE NOTHING ELSE AND IF YOU END IT AS WE SAY IT HERE ON EARTH, YOU WILL GO THERE AND BURN FOR ETERNITY. I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE AND I KNOW THE PAIN THAT COMES ALONG WITH LIFE NOT GOING THE WAY WE THINK IT SHOULD. HOLD ON. LORD, ENCAMP YOUR ANGELS AROUND LISA, YOUR CHILD. HOLD ONTO THE ROPE LISA EVEN IF IT LOOKS LIKE IT'S COMING UNRAVELED. IN HIS TIME YOUR BLESSING WILL COME. HE IS SETTING YOU UP FOR A BLESSING. SOMETIMES WHAT WE THINK IS BEST FOR US IS NOT WHAT GOD HAS PLANNED FOR OUR LIVES. AND BELIEVE ME, WHAT GOD HAS PLANNED IS MUCH MORE BETTER THAN ANYTHING WE COULD DREAM. HOLD ON MY FRIEND, BETTER TIMES ARE AHEAD. IN JESUS NAME, I WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU. AMEN,.

Lisa.....I know the feelings of desperation, you are feeling. I've had that time and time again. I through my hands up and said" I quit, I give up." But Thank The Lord, that he had mercy on me and kept telling me to be still and not to walk away from my blessing. I was devaststed. I didn't know what to do anymore. All I had was Jesus. I couldn't turn to family or friends, there was nothing left for me except Jesus. And when it seemed He didn't care either, I felt as if the floor had droped down from under me and I was falling without anything to hold onto. I didn't have a thing left for me to hold on to. All I had was a very thin string of golden thread to grab at. God put that thin golden string in my hand too hold on too. He kept telling me not to turn from my blessing. Not to turn from my blessing. NOT TO TURN FROM MY BLESSING!!!
Each day wasn't even worth getting up to live for. I just wanted to die. But the Lord just kept saying "DON'T TURN AWAY FROM YOUR BLESSING." I don't even know how , I got to the point to receive my blessing. The only way was that Jesus carried me through. That is how I kept going for months. Finaly my first ray of sunlight came through, during my darkest days. It gave me the hope I needed. Just at the right time. In all of this my hope started to grow once again. First a little here one day, and then a little more on another day. Now after learning to lean on Jesus for everything. To seek Him for all my needs,and wait for HIS TIMEING (that's important, to wait for His timing) I can have joy in my life. Life is worth living again. And now it means more to me. I learn to bow down to Our Lord. In my day book it has, "HE has given us His very great and precious promises." (2 Peter 1:4)
At a crucial time in life, ovrewhelming obstacles, God who preforms miracles, God displayes power among the people. Be pacient, God operates according to HIS time schedule. He sees the end from the beginning. He knows precisely when to act. Don't lose heart or discouraged in the process. It may take days,months,even years for the promise to ripen. God will keep His word. Remain focused on the promise, digesting its full meaning, letting God speak all HE wants through the Scriptures. BE obedient in the daily rounds, yielded and submitted to the revealed will of God. Gods promises are anchors for your soul. They keep you grounded in His love and faithfulness, reminding you of your dependence on Him. Claim a promise from God that applies to your particuaar need. Scriptures supply all His promises. It Is Certain That God Will Fulfill His Promises.
Father, Thank You, Lord, for standing behind your promises. They are reliable and trustworthy and for us. Your Word is truth and We can always count on that when the need is great. Help us to learn your promises that apply to our circumstances and firmly bank on their fulfillment. Bless Lisa with what ever it is she needs to wait upon You for Your Timeing. We already know that You are working out her puoblems. Timeing is most important to You Lord. Help us all to make it important to us. Giving you the respect to wait for things to workout according to your will. In Jesus's Name, Amen.