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Dear God,
I come to you today for thanksgiving. What you have done to me has brought an awesome feeling that I never felt before. I was moved and touched by the way you’ve shown me that taking my life is not the answer of all my problems and now you have exalted me inside the prison and you had your way to introduced me to your “angels”. I was detained for couple of days. I have no lawyer, with a 36,000$ debt (which previously 57,000$, then little by little I paid, but my creditors can’t wait anymore) and nearly to lose my shelter. The way you have me through is not that all so clear to me, I often question you why I have to be in agony for almost a year now. I questioned your “will”… “Your promises” that you will have deliverance for this”. I questioned your “time”. But what happened to that prison hall is exactly what I needed. I thank you God for bringing me to prison because they took my cell phone, they put me inside. No calls, no emails, nothing… and in what seems to be as miraculous way, I slept like a baby that night. No worries in my head that I might miss a call, that my client maybe sent me the email for his reply, that I have not picked up the laundry… etc. I did not shed a single tear when I was inside. Every alleged criminal I met there felt like angel sent to me, making me to cheer, treated me like a normal person, assisting me and all. Every police smiles & greeted me & asked me if I’m alright. I even slapped my face to see if that was real. I have not understood You well, but for what I know right now, You have your own way to show your miraculous things. Inside, I met one detained man who introduced me to a lawyer who does not charge much. The lawyer talked me through the exact law on what I should be doing. And guess what, God, the lawyer told me that he is willing to be my representative. He told me that I have some refundable with the immigration and economic department if in case I decided to cancel my small business and from there we can recover some amount to sustain the some liability. I can declare bankruptcy too. Well, isn’t so awesome that all along these troubles, I find some answers on the weirdest way? Thanks God, the lawyer finds way to bail me and here I am… but the thing is this will take time to recover. And I know God, by all of your sweet ways, I will get through this. I will get through my debts. I can pay my creditors, I can pay all of them and will await the time I can strut a little while walking not because I paid them off but because I have known you My God, that you are the savior of all.. That all these time you have been with me & my family…that you have shown me the best possible way of having this spiritual knowledge that I can share with people and be of help with them.
I love you God, thank you for this situation and even on the hardest path I can see you smiling at us. AMEN!!!!
The man who has now all the strength in the world…
Jonah Wadsworth
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