Desperation / Prayer / Free Bible Email

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Desperation Leander	Mar 23 2005
Hello Everyone. All I can say is please, please pray. My situation has worsened. I am crying out to God but Brent wants us apart as quickly as possible. He would like us to sell our house and rent privately. I only work part time and my salary wouldn't cover that...if I did go to work during the day I would need to pay for Childcare and it's very expensive in this country. The Government does provide housing for those with nowhere to go but in the city where I live that list has around 3000 names on it. I don't want to be homeless. I want to be as stable as possible but I am struggeling. Every evening he talks about one thing.....when can we part. He will be fine....he has a fulltime job and salary so he would get a place to rent easily. He doesn't want to do anything special this weekend. I said it wouldn't be for me but for Shannon's sake. I had hope and thought after some time passing he would regain it too. I am still going to go for marraige counselling on my own from 7 April. He has made it clear that he will not come with me. I know everything happens for a reason. But I can't stand crying anymore. I hate feeling on edge and unsure of myself. I'm confused and scared of raising Shannon alone. I guess the most important thing is finding somewhere to live in a safe neighbourhood. I am going to make an application for this. Please pray that our City Council will place me and Shannon in a flat/house where we will be accepted and safe. Brent doesn't want the family God gave him anymore. I know he loves Shannon as much as I do. He also mentioned that we should sell the house within the next 3 weeks otherwise we will loose money. I don't care about the money....I won't have anywhere to live. I tried explaining this to him but it's going nowhere. I need God to powerfully move in all our lives this weekend. Just one day without living this way would be amazing. I don't think he really knows the steps he is taking but he will have to figure that out when he is alone and has to do everything himself. I love my job very much but because it's in the evening I will have to quit it because he won't be there anymore. I'm going to need lots of people praying so that I can pick myself up, raise Shannon and manage alone with her. God really needs to lead every step from the moment on. Thank you kindly for responding. I hope you have a very blessed Easter. God Bless.
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Prayer John	Mar 28 2005
Dear Lord, we pray for Leander and ask that you will reconcile this marriage or Dear Lord, provide Leander and her son with a roof. Dear Lord, we ask this in Jesus Name Amen.
Please, Leander, follow your heart, not hate. Irina	Mar 24 2005
Dear Leander, I read your requeest, and replies, and I only will pray that you didn't do a huge mistake. Please, do not take him in a court for everything he has, it is not right. He needs to support Shannon, and that is it. Child support - YES, elimony - big NO. You are a young, smart woman with a good head on your shoulders. Please, do not be one of those women who take everything from their husband, and still are not happy. Please, follow your hart, do not hate him. If he wants to go, let him free. Do not try to destroy his life, because if he will come back, he will hate you so much, than you will be even more misorable, than you are now. Remember, whatever you give to universe, you receive 10 times more. You will try to screw him, next person in your life will do something to you. Just, give love, and you will receive live. It would be a good idea for him to help you until you will be on your feet, and than you both need to worry only about Shannon. Have you heard stories, about men whose wifes were taken them in a court, got everything, and than those men committed suisides. I do not think you want it, and you do not want to get hurt yourself. And, what about SHannon? She is in a middle. Please, think, and make a right decision. Maybe, everything will work out between you too. I wish you the best. I hope you will have agreat Easter! Dear Lord, please show Leander the right way to her problems, please do not let her to make a mistake. Please, be with her, protect her, love her. Lord, bless her, and SHannon, that they both could have an abundant, happy life full of piece, health, and LOVE. PLease, make their hearts smile. I ask you in Jesus name. Thank you for answering my prayer. In Jesus name. Amen!
Leander suzie	Mar 24 2005
I keep thinking there has to be Hope I know this is turmoil for you. Instead of praying for your marriage (which is what all of us is going to do for you) pray for Brent. Ask God to guide his thoughts in this matter. Be positive that the Lord will watch over you and Shannon and keep you safe. Remember what I say just about everyday, pray for others and God will look kindly on you. Good Luck Sweetheart. Blessed are You, eternal God, King of the universe: You have called us in Jesus to be Your beloved people, living pure and blameless lives in Your sight. Bless Leanders family who ask for your grace. Let your Spirit guide their words and deeds, so that their light may shine before all and lead all who know them to give You praise. May their home be filled with the spirit of love, with the obedience of faith, and the strength of hope. Make their lives happy in Your service, and bring them in Your love to your eternal home. Father all-holy, we praise Your Name, and ask this blessing through Christ our Lord. Amen.
marriage Marilyn	Mar 24 2005
I with Tom if he want to end it . I wouldn't end it without a fight for you and your child. Take him to court and since he makes the living he will have to pay for most everyrhing for you and Shannon. And i know a couple of people who did this. Then relize what they have at home isn't to bad after all. Lord please bless Leander. Lord we can give our advice. But you are the one who has the right answer for her. Lord please show her your light and way on this . In your name Amen
Attorney Tom	Mar 24 2005
Take him to court,you have the children and you need a home for them. Also child suport and alimoney. Your husband cant walk away with his hands free. Sounds like another women. He will also be responsable for court fees. He cant make you sell your home when there is children involved. God Bless You and just walk threw the doors.
Remeber...God is in control!!! moni	Mar 23 2005
Leander HOLD ON!!! Just when it seems that all is at it's worst, hold on, dig your heels in and TRUST that your loving Father will always hear your cry and deliver you out of ALL of your troubles! God gave me a word this morning and I feel it is just what you need to hear. Psalms 3. You read this chapter and know that no matter what the enemy throws at you, you have the assurance that the lord WILL protect you! you can be at rest and peace because the lord cares for you! He is faithful to sustain you whatever the circumstances is and be confident that God does not fail to answer your prayers! Father, I thank You for hearing the cry of You darling child Leander, I praise You for working EVERYTHIING out for her good and Your glory! I praise You for the new peace, fresh anointing, steadfast courage and supernatural strength to endure no matter what! I praise You for rewarding her with her hearts desire for deligently seeking You! I only ask that You would intervene in a supernatural way that ALL will know that You are in control of her life, marriage and all areas of her life, and all will glorify You, in Jesus' name, amen, amen, amen. I thank You Father for delivering Your child out of ALL of her troubles! Hold on Leander and keep crying out to your Father, HOLD ON!!! I love you!!!
desperation	Mar 23 2005
Leander, the Bible says that love is patient, love is kind, it is not self seeking. How can you say that Brent loves Shannon as much as you, is he concerned about how this is affecting her as well as you. He is in rebellion against the Lord to abandon his family and although he has not physically made that decision by his words he has already done this in his heart. God is not pleased with anyone or anything that destroys the family unit. Continue to trust in the Lord, read His word and serve God to the best of your ability and He will direct your paths. He promises to do so, He gives you his word. He will make a way for you and Shannon, should Brent decide to reject his family. His word declares that the prayers of a righteous man availeth much. Make a decision that no matter how rocky the road gets,you are going to live for God. "As for me and my house we will serve the Lord" Your tears and prayers go up before God as a memorial and He will meet you right where you are just as he did Hagar the slave woman in the desert who was rejected but yet became mother of a great and mighty nation. Lord please change this situation and bring good out of it in Jesus name.

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