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Lord I pray for your guidence, be with me Oh GOD. I have been married for 7 years and have a wonderful husband. He is a very good man, a good heart, hard working, faithful and true. I am the adulterer, I have been outside of my marraige 3 times! Lord, I begged for your forgiveness and I truely feel that you have forgiven me. Lord I have come to realization that I did these things because I was not and is not in Love with my husband. What should I do? Lord I am so confused, I have tried everything to make that Love that I once had come back. Why do I feel the way that I do about this man who has done no harm to me? Why do I not Love him the way that he loves me? I do not care to be in a relationship at all especially this marraige! I do not care to be with anyone else, I just feel sometimes that I want to be alone. I feel that it is not fair that I have to pretend to be in Love with him and his family (who I have had sever problems with). I feel that he deserves more, but I am scared to leave because I dont know if this is the man you sent to me? I do not want to be an adulterer again, that guilt is horrible! I don't want to lead him on but I do not want to go against your word, I am confused Lord. I beg for your help and direction. I do not want to disobey you, all I want is to be happy with my husband like I am happy with you. Help me Lord, show me the way, I need you so much. I love you and want to serve you, please show me the way...Amen
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Wow, all I want to do is save my marriage. You sound like you need a reality check. Your husband deserves the truth.
Dear Lord, there is so much wrong in this woman's way of thinking give her the courage to face her past indiscretions and tell her husband the truth. Work on her faith in you Lord. In Jesus name Amen.
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