Testimony

Dear Fellow,

I am requesting a prayer from anyone who would read my cries and agonies. I am a 24 year old trying to be a entrepreneur. I started a small business here in Dubai UAE. The nature takes its course and here I am lying in my own room, broke. No work, no office, expired business license, fully bankrupt with approximately 65,000 $ debt. I tried to pull in my strength I have and from people around me but they have given up on me maybe because they cannot help and their only source of money is me. I tried to work things out but there are some things left unavoidable. People around me tend to give their high expectations from me and I don’t want to fail them, I stood with all the confidence I have and all the strengths I can show to them... And guess what.... I fail. I just fail. Now they are all gone, no friends, no relationship, and I think even family would hate me for what I am now.

Fiends, the people I owe has given me 48 hours to 72 hours starting today for them to be paid. And honestly speaking I am trying to find ways to end this all.

SUICIDE.

I have countless ask God's help and he answer me with a big NO. I asked him if I am worthy with all of these then it's fine but it's been 2 years now and all is the same. I can't clear my mind with what night be a better thing to do. I I fear answering my cell phone as it turns out people say insulting words like I can't keep my promise.... I am a liar (about not keeping the due date)... I am irresponsible... they scream the hell out of everything, because I owe them and they feel that they have the right to kill me this way.

If God don't want to listen to me, please help me pray to him because I am nearly losing it....

Sometimes God uses disasters natural and man-made to draw us to Him. See, He Loves YOU so much!! Have you ever heard "God loved the world (people) so much, that He sent his only Son, that whoever believes in Him would not perish, but have eternal life". With things in thier perspective, you will be able to see clearly. If you havent already, give your heart to Jesus. It is not a specific prayer, just believe He is God, He died for you and shed His blood and was resurrcted three days later to give you and me life. The things in this world are temporary and are passing away. When you give your heart to the Lord, He will hear your plea for help and will rescue you. I know-because he had rescued me and other people who believe in Jesus. To believe means to obey His word (the bible), do what it says, pray to God only (no idols) and make Jesus the center of your life. It doesn't matter how big of a mess you have in your life-I understand it is upsetting to say the least to you, But God can and will fix it, He promises so many good things, just trust Him, and make that first step-to make Him, Jesus Christ the Messiah, Risen One, Prince of Peace, King of Kings ask Him to come into your heart and save you and He will. Don't delay, because the devil is the one who wants you to die without accepting Jesus as your saviour because he (devil) is collecting souls to spend eternity in hell with him.