Testimony

I would like to say that I have been through alot in the past year, I relapsed on drugs after five years. And I can say today that I am clean and getting ready to graduate from college. I wanted to die, I felt so hopeless and bad. I had forgotten to pray, to love and only felt empty and lost. God had a plan for me and that was to live and help others, I still owe bills and do not know how I will pay them, but I am trusting in God today and hope to never forget to always keep God first in my life. Life on life term problems are not easy and many times I wanted to take control, and it got me NOwhere. I am blessed and I want all to know that no matter what you are going through to hold on to God's unchanging hand---he will see you through it all. Many times I wanted to give up and almost did, I prayed for death, but it was not God's will. I am so thankful for his grace, I never thought that I would write anything like this, I do not have my own home, but you know, I am in a home and there is heat, water and food. Yes it is hard at times, but there are so many people all over the world that are much worst off, and I pray for them and even the ones that seen well to do. We all need God and I have always known that, but I forgot and put a relationship in front of God, that is something that I will never do again. Relationships are painful when they do not work, but that is when we need God more than ever. I just want to say"Thank you Jesus" for saving me.
God Bless you all
Ms. R

I just thank you for your testimone. Reading your testimone let me know that I am doing wrong. Reading your words about putting someone before God let me know that is what I am doing now. No relationship is worth sinning against God.
Thank You

I want to say thank you for the prayers, I am still doing what I have been doing the past two months, I still need pray everyday, I am not worried right now about using. I just want to grow more with God and I have some other things that I do need to change in my life, like a man that I live with and I am not married. I am 51, and I know that this cannot last, this is what I fell down over in the first place. I placed a man before God, I can never do that again. I was raised in chruch and I know better. I am praying that one day at a time I will become stronger, as old as I am --using kept me from growing and dealing with things that I should have. But I know that it is ok, just for today, you may not agreed if you are anything like my mother and grandma. We attend services every Sunday together and he is in recovery too, 5 years clean for him. I get my BA in social work in April and I have so much to be thankful for. The devil wanted me to fail in everything --But God is bring me out and back!! Thank You Jesus for everything, the hurts the pains, all the things that have gotten me where I and today. Help me to growth more and do your will and not mine. God bless you all and I pray too that you have a blessed holiday and that we keep the poor and sick in mine, while we eat our dinnner's. Proverty is the devils work and I want to help to fight this diesease too.

Amen sister! Shout it from the rooftops!! Lord use my sister to share you greatness to those around her, I pray that Ms. R interceeds for those she did drugs with that they too may be delivered. YOU GO GIRL