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I am a college student. So you may understand i am already under a lot of stress. The only thing that keeps me going is God. Recently i have been feeling like my whole world was coming down on me. Then at church we read the purpose driven life. The part where they speak about how God made you so you are special no matter what anyone thinks. I had been feeling like everybody thought i was worthless, but i relaized that it didnt matter because God knows that i am special. Sometimes i feel like giving up and giving in, but i feel Gods arms around me holding me telling me that everything is okay. Even as a young child. I was molested and i thought it would never end. I told God i am either taking his life or my own. I slept with a knife under my pillow everynight. Then one day the lord brought everything done in the dark out in the open. Although it was denied i still felt Gods arms telling me that it was okay and that i should have known he would get me out. I am writing this because there are really many people like me who are so low but sometimes forget the glory of our Lord. As i write this my heart is feeling more whole. I also just have to day that no matter what you go through God will be there. He truely never failed me yet.
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Jesus loves you unconditionally. You are a precious child of God. I know you are suffering and I can't possibly know what you are going through. I have a 23 year old son who is suffering also, went to college, got disillusioned, trying to make it own his own. I know there are a lot of things you guys face, that I didn't at your age. But know this. God is the same as he was, now and always. Just reach your arms out to Him, He will comfort you, He will give you peace, He will meet your needs. My preacher's sermon Sunday was about David and Goliath. He said the story was about the giant - it was about God. You can do anything with faith in Him - even slay a giant. You just have to stand strong. Please know you are loved and prayed for. Father, bless this child of yours in Jesus name, Amen
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