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Dear Anon in CA:
I definitely feel your pain, anger, lack of self-esteem. You see, On Labor Day in 1984 I was brutally raped by (3) young men (if you dare call them men!). I have a scar across my tummy from a knife wound they inflicted on me as a daily, constant reminder of the nightmare I endured that night.
Until recently, I have "beaten myself up" over and over again feeling worthless, dirty, used and abused. I continued on a downward spiral of destroying myself (drug and alcohol abuse and being promiscuous) until I FINALLY, TRULY let the Lord into my life.
You too, with the strength, love and mercy of the Lord can beat the Demon who hurt you so very badly.
I will pray for you every day! I pray today that you will "hit your knees" and ask that the Holy Spirit comes into your heart and soul and relieves you of all the horrible feelings and memories you are experiencing, and replaces them with loving, beautiful, spiritual feelings and memories.
May God Bless you. I pray this all in His Precious and Holy Name. Amen.
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