Dear Fellow,

I am requesting a prayer from anyone who would read my cries and agonies. I am a 24 year old trying to be a entrepreneur. I started a small business here in Dubai UAE. The nature takes its course and here I am lying in my own room, broke. No work, no office, expired business license, fully bankrupt with approximately 65,000 $ debt. I tried to pull in my strength I have and from people around me but they have given up on me maybe because they cannot help and their only source of money is me. I tried to work things out but there are some things left unavoidable. People around me tend to give their high expectations from me and I don’t want to fail them, I stood with all the confidence I have and all the strengths I can show to them... And guess what.... I fail. I just fail. Now they are all gone, no friends, no relationship, and I think even family would hate me for what I am now.

Fiends, the people I owe has given me 48 hours to 72 hours starting today for them to be paid. And honestly speaking I am trying to find ways to end this all.

SUICIDE.

I have countless ask God's help and he answer me with a big NO. I asked him if I am worthy with all of these then it's fine but it's been 2 years now and all is the same. I can't clear my mind with what night be a better thing to do. I I fear answering my cell phone as it turns out people say insulting words like I can't keep my promise.... I am a liar (about not keeping the due date)... I am irresponsible... they scream the hell out of everything, because I owe them and they feel that they have the right to kill me this way.

If God don't want to listen to me, please help me pray to him because I am nearly losing it....

Patricia, thank you so much! You dont know how happy I am to hear what you said. I kept it here in my heart as I have nobody to turn to right now. Some people show they care but they can't keep up as they have their own set of problems also. Thank you and may God bless you for all the things you made me feel. I am still here, I am still alive and enduring all these man made miseries.

I will wait for the beutiful days you are telling me...

sir i tell you no do not think about suicide belive me it is only a temporary answer i was and still am in a battle with it but i have godly people whom care and belive it makes a difference I WANT YOU TO KNOW GOD REALLY DOES LOVE YOU i fouind out at a chapel service one morning and when you know this all i can say is that there is nothing that can separate from his love.

Suicide is the Devils ultimate goal for us. Money ,money,money. Wonder why its the root of evilhuh? Well you have seen what it does havent you? My friend if you were here I would give you a big ol hug and take a nice ride out by the beautiful lake and park and just talk and pray . We would have no money in our pockets.No worries. Only peace with God and everything beautiful.Clear your mind from all this MAN MADE PROBLEMS The mans ink on paper money is nothing you should want to kill yourself over. Come on now. Just tell them to sue you. They may or may not. However they cant squeeze blood from a tomatoe right. Ok, please just change your number.Relocate.Start new and you are too young to take on so much financial responsibility right now. You will be successful one day.Now is not your time. Weve all failed.Jesus took 33 years to tell everyone about Gods grace. Look what all he had to endure. Im sure a few phone calls would have been so much easier for Jesus than that hot metal sword going thru his side. You need to go th church and get involved with people who put God first . Try it please. dont commit suicide. Ive felt like it so many times when I was junkie my kids were taken away, I lived in a shed. It can be so much worse my friend.You have failed -for now. Find strength in God,pray,relentlessly.God will bless you one day.Hes real busy too ya know.Remember that okay.Patience.Im praying for you...................I promise.~Michelle

"When a man's ways pleases the Lord, He causes even his enemies to be at peace with him." God can change these circumstances that ou're in, it takes your communion and fervant prayer to him, detailing all that you're up against, and how you got there. Honesty is the best policy, be as David was in prayer to God with openness and integrity of heart. God already knows your situation, you have to have the faith to relinquish all anxieties of your situation over to him. He is responsible for our problems once we allow him to take comolete control of them in trust, and not in fear. The government is on his shoulders, and we can cast any and all of our cares on him, no matter how difficult or seemingly impossible. When we are weak, he is made strong, he can change hearts of bitterness, into hearts of cpmpassion and understanding and forgiveness. Lord, we pray that you forgive Mr Wadsorth of his debt, as we forgive our debtors. We ask that he put all those things that are cast aside for you to handle behind him, and press toward the mark, for the gift of the high calling. We ask that you take away the spirit of anxiety and fear from him, and bless him with a spirit of calm and peace that surpasses all understanding. Go to the word brother, and don't come up for fresh air, until God moves on your behalf. Fast and pray for a season, with heartfelt fervant prayer for an expected end, plans of God to help you, and not to hurt. So Lord, I pray that you've lead me to say what you would have him to do, and how to go about doing it, for you are the way, the truth, and the life. And no man comes to the father, except they go through the son. Ask Jesus to intercede to the father on your behalf for deliverance from this trial. This I pray in Jesus' name *AMEN*

Something really wierd happened to me the morning before I read your post. I got up an hour earlier than usual, felt a need to check posts on this site! There was your post, under 'testimonies', which I don't check nearly as often as I do under 'prayer', which I check every day. Your post was so desperate I left a post under 'prayer', saying you needed prayer and to please go to 'testimonies' and pray for you....nobody knew you were posting under 'testimonies'. Please click on to 'prayer' so prayer parteners will see your post daily. Thank You Father for Your prompting me to see this desperate cry so we could all add our faith to help out. And Jesus replying, said to them "have faith in God CONSTANTLY, TRULY I say to you, WHOEVER says to this mountain(problem) be lifted up and thrown into the sea, and does NOT DOUBT IN HIS HEART, but BELIEVES what he says will take place, it will be done for him. FOR THIS REASON, I AM TELLING YOU, WHATEVER YOU ASK FOR IN PRAYER, BELIEVE, TRUST AND BE CONFIDENT THAT IT IS GRANTED, AND YOU WILL GET IT! Mark 11:22-24. Go on to read about forgivness and prayer. Also, Jeramiah 1:12 Then said the Lord to me, "You have seen well, for I am alert and active, watching over my word to perform it". I stood on these promises when I had a brain tumor the size of an orange!!! I can't say it wasn't/isn't a LONG journey!!! But here I am! Still hanging on to His promises for a full recovery! Just remember to trust in Him, if He brought you to it, He'll bring you through it. JESUS IS LORD. AMEN&AMEN.