Praise the Lord, for He is Good!! Rejoice in the Lord, I say it again, Rejoice!! Today is the day that the Lord has made, we will rejoice and be glad about it. Store up for yourself treasures in heaven where moth and rust and theives do not steal and destroy, for where your heart is-there your treasure will be also. Robert, surround yourself with good pure and lovely things. Think about God and read your bible, that heavyness will lift as you begin to focus on Jesus the Christ instead of your own circumstances or losses. Forgive anyone who has hurt you-because that way God can forgive you. If you haven't already, give your life to Jesus, it is simple you just confess with your mouth that you are a sinner (we all are) and you believe that Jesus was born died and resurrected to give you eternal life, and that He is God, ask Jesus toforgive you for the things you have done wrong and to come into your heart and be your saviour. Believe and start obeying His word and you will be at peace and have that joy, the joy that has nothing to do with your envirinment, but only with God and a real gladness from your heart. I ask Jesus that He will be with you and guide you, Amen.

I too have had much loss, parents gone to God, inheritance stolen by trusted steparent,both best friends died, huge brain tumor issues, little income....tho He slay me, yet will I trust in the Lord! This life is not all there is. it is only the beginning, surely you can continue to trust your Father, BELIEVE, and He will give you a good life right here on earth. Trust Him. Jesus IS Lord, amen&amen.