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Sorry brothers and sisters...I pressed "Enter" on the previous prayer request...
Dear Heavenly Father, I want first to ask for forgiveness from my brothers and sisters in Christ for being "away" from our Prayer Line. That certainly does not mean that everyone is not continuosly in my prayers.
Lord, I ask you now to please see to all of the needs of my brothers and sisters and bless them and their families, as only You can do.
Lord, you know my situation....Boyfriend in denial about his diseases...alcoholism, controlling me like a robot, beating me down as a person, going into serious debt....Lord, the list goes on and on...why do I still love him and feel that I need to "fix him" and make all his problems go away?
Lord, you know that I am an admitted alcoholic, however, You Lord have given me the strength to buy a vehicle to get to a "NEW" job and "hang-in there" when times get really tough around here.
Lord, I am starting to become "drained", "tired" (can't sleep), and wanting to destroy everything I am trying to accomplish to be a "glimmer in your eye Lord", because I feel undeserving of ANY good in my life. (The boyfriend focuses on knowing this about me and uses it as a tool to "break me down".)
The demons are attacking me every which way I turn...please help.
I Pray this in Your Precious and Holy Name. Amen.
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