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I was sexually abused by a high church of England priest, at eight years old and was not able to confront him. I lost all faith in God at thirty I was in Canada and started to remember thing I had blocked out in the past. I tried to hurt myself unseccesfully thankfully a free methodist came to counsel me at first I was impressed with his testamony and felt obligated to go to his church I then moved to the big city and tattend a bigger free methodist church where I decided to take part in a believers baptism by immersion, an told the congrigation the promises I had made to God, I move to a differant city and province and attended the free methodist church there and was advise to go back to a similar church where I was abused to see if I could forgive I picked an anglo catholic church I did forgive but could not stand thbe insence, I was hit by a car hit and run and was in coma for three months 16 seeks to learn how to wallk again and 3years of anger and reasoning problems, I of course forgave the driver even though I now am legally blind, have poly arthritis, fibromyalga, have and inlarged spleen, colour blind, and liver disease. I thank God for all the trials he has allowed and is allowing me to go through as that enable me to help other people
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Keep up your faith in God, He does work in many ways. Those who have to suffer in this world are also the teachers of those that need to learn and trust in God. We are all testimonials of God's ways. Rise up and Follow HIM always. When the road is rough, we only learn more about ourselves.
God Bless YOU!
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